so tired these few days... so many hmwk too... like nv-ending de. and havent read a single page of the chaps dat i'm supposed to read for my 3 lsm modules... die die die...


this is the period u'll see me walking around nus looking like a zombie... panda eyes and haggard face... z_z


the computational sci GEM module i took is horrible... so difficult.. 1st time in my life i encounter an assignment asking me to make smthg happen out of commands.. some kind of code... starting from the 2nd lec i aleadi find it hard to follow... now i totally dun understand wad he saying! he might as well be speaking French cuz not a single word made sense to me.. T_T jl oso say she dun understand.. i think onli lk understand.. -_- i hate stereotyping but somehow guys realli seem to understand faster! haiz nvm.. me n jl juz haf to try harder >_<

out of my 3 modules.. i think the onli module i understand better is the biotech one.. mabe cuz i'm taking it w/o jl n hj, so feel more compelled to understand n take more notes in class ba... during microbio n physio i always stare off into space w/o realising.. (of cuz it might be due to the fact that one is the 1st lesson in the day and one is the last of the day...) also, w/o jl n hj in lec wif me.. i realise i can still mix around quite ok.. =p at 1st onli sit wif one girl called cui sia, knew her since yr 1 but not veri close to.. den another 2 ppl i knew, but not close oso, sat wif us too.. den peishan oso came to join in recently.. so.. in a few lectures, i've formed a line of "lilian's not-so-close frens" sitting together.. lol.. den i realised all our surnames start wif 'L', so often see each in labs.. so actualli, they might know each other too.. haha..


haiz hope tml wun feel so tired anymore... i wanna finish my hmwk quickly too...
recently xm tried to bring me into a company to do part time business.. and the mentor wan me to make a list of wad i want, and wad i dun want. so i can focus my mind ba... but i realised i juz wanna..... ..... ..... sleep. -___- mabe i should haf been born in the year of pig...