juz went wif jl n lk to watch the movie abt Penguins!! had wanted to meet wif hj to go orchard at 1st.. but she's too tired.. anyway, forgot whether the title of the movie is juz "Penguins" or "The emperor's journey".. it's the documentary film abt penguins la.. i'm sure u all know.. yea.. it's realli beautiful.. the scenery.. icy blue mountainous landscapes.. with a tinge of golden orange on the edges during sunrise.. realli takes ur breath away.. and the penguins!! the way they portray them is so touching, moving, beautiful and i wouldn't be exaggerating to say the film realli touches ur soul. i nv knew there can be so much intimacy and affection between 2 animals. and i nv knew penguins had to sacrifice so much juz to produce a chick! (do u call baby penguins chicks? they do, in the subtitles.. hmm..) i dunno if it's onli the movie, but the penguins inside haf veri strong bonds wif their mates n child.. like, they will each take turns to feed the child, which is a painstaking long journey to the sea and back to the nesting place, brave thru so much danger n sufferings n etc etc to get back to each other.. endure long periods of hunger juz to keep the baby safe n warm.. and they can recognize each other! even though they looked identical to me.. i wonder how they differentiate each other.. lol.


anyway, i was thinking, if i were a penguin, i think i would haf died early =x cuz the journey from the seaside to the central nesting place which is a safer place, is so long and arduous dat i think i'll die juz in the 1st part of the journey.. -_ - no joke..

and the baby penguins r realli realli cute!! white n fluffy~~!! juz feel so much like picking them up n giving them a tight squeeze~! XD


but somehow, when we finished the movie n went for lunch, i felt super sian.. till now, came home liao.. still veri sian.. i think i juz need more sleep ba.. n less work.. =x mabe i juz wanna slack. =p

sigh all my good mood from from ytd is gone.. =(

had went jp wif my sis on sat n had dinner wif cousin too, and i bought a pair of slippers too.. so was veri happi.. hehe shopping therapy works like none other for me.. anyway.. after dat joined frens for ktv.. so the day was still quite enjoyable..

but today... sigh, i think i must've gotten up from the wrong side of the bed.. today whole day veri rushed.. rush here.. rush there.. went for this workshop abt the game called 'Cashflow' though.. it was pretty interesting.. learnt quite a bit from it..

then went to do this stupid poster for this stupid project.. sigh.. at 1st had tot it would be fun.. but.. sigh.. the module is Popular culture of contemporary Japan.. but the whole module is studied thru examples of anime.. and even our projects r anime-based.. sounds cool rite? and den.. we formed our proj groups n decided on a proj theme... and guess wad... my group members chose 'Love'! T___T why love.... sigh... it's too girly la.. yea i'm a girl, but doesnt mean i like to discuss abt love, relationships n stuff.. so boring can?? and all are discussed until no one wanna discuss liao lo... such an old topic... but they wan.. wad can i say.. i tried to say 'shall we do War? Humanity? Morals n ethics? Gender? Women in Japan?' but they dun wan.. they all settled on love aleadi.. cuz they onli watched sailormoon b4.. n one of them was like, 'if u pick war, i wun know anything abt it, n i cant contribute anything' ........ how can u say dat rite... even if u dunno anything abt war, u cannot use dat to threaten me ma.. its like saying, "if u choose war, u write the whole thing urself, i wun help" makes me boil la.

sigh i think i'll hate this mod.. better S/U it.. T_T

随和 并不是 随便

yes dats wad i wan to tell everybody. i'm随和, 不是随便.. but being too随和sometimes will cause some misunderstandings. am i such a worthless person to u?

haiz dats wad i feel like saying out, but in the end i juz end up typing in my own blog. =( mabe becuz quite stressed out by sch load.. so easily upset by the little things ppl say or do. and i feel like restricting my social circle to the few friends whom i trust.. xm says i tend to withdraw. mabe she's right.. but i onli withdraw when i'm tired.. if i cant even do dat when i'm feeling tired, den wun i juz get more n more tired?

anywayz, it's not time to feel low and down cuz it's my free day today, and i juz got my remaning pay from popular! ^_^ yeay money~~ and thanks to my frens who keep telling me i haf my worth too. u make me feel lots better. sometimes, i lose trust in myself easily.., but i will try to haf more confidence in myself =)

wah today is realli a busy day.. had lec from 8am to 10am(boring lec..), then tutorials from 10am to 1pm.. den met val, aiwen, michelle for lunch. bad day, cuz 1st, spinelle(dunno how to spell) ran out of strawberry cheesecake, den the snack store ran out of siew mai. and the drinks ran out of strawberry yoghurt drink.. =( at least i had my grilled fish.. and den after chatting a while, i felt happier, and voila! the strawberry yoghurt drink re-appeared! haha.. they replenished the stock! ^^


after dat, went for biotech lab session.. was realli looking forward cuz we were gonna do microinjection of DNA into fish embryos. Or so i thought. =( in the end, the micorinjection part was nothing lo... juz looking thru a microscope to inject some silly phenol red dye into fertilized egg cells.. not even reali DNA.. but the 1st part of the lab was veri traumatic T_T we had to do muscles injection of a flourescene dye into zebrafishes... *wails* so sorry to all the poor fishes!!! they made me do it.. i din wan to do it.. we had to inject the DNA into the muscles of the fishes.. realli injection lo... like how we get injections on our arms...


1st we put the fishes to sleep.. den we took them out and place on paper.. and den.. injection *OUCH* i think i realli torture them.. sometimes the 1st poke went wrong, and i had to poke again.. and i was afraid of the fishes waking up in the middle of the jab (one of them did, btw.. and i nearly cried juz thinking how shocked it must haf been when it recovered its senses, and the 1st thing it noticed was pain..) one of my groupmate guided me very well and one of the jab went veri well.. the rest was.. sigh.. i hope they will be ok.. pls dun die.. i'll be so guilty! we each did 4 fishes.. so can u imagine how many fishes suffered under our hands??


after the exciting jabs, we went on to the embryos, which were more comforting to look at(and jab at)..


after this, went back home for a quick dinner n rushed out for tuition. at least the tuition was quite ok.. juz went thru a few grammar exercises.. haiz their foundation is realli so poor.. but they haf strong desire to do better. so i guess they'll do pretty well in life as long as they keep that desire wif them as they grow up. =) teaching them is quite enjoyable.. hehe..

haiz this week is my 'slacker-week' cuz i dun haf to go to sch ytd and today... and here i am.. with a sore throat and wheezing nose =( why issit dat i always fall sick on fridays?


anywayz, i've finalli gotten a blogspot blog for myself cuz livejournal's getting a bit boring.. not much templates i can choose from, and the layout is so rigid.. cannot use blogskins too.. so i've decided to 'move house'~! hehe.. i like this blogskin! veri pretty.. can u believe dat a 14 yr old girl made this? she muz be a genius.. lol.. where was i when i was 14...


but there's juz one thing i dun like abt blogspot.. i cant categorize my entries.. in LJ, i can put my entries under 'Public', 'Friends only' and 'Private'. but here.. all will be posted in public.. den where shall i blog abt the stuff dat i dun wan too many ppl to know abt? i think i'll still use LJ for private stuff.. besides this.. cannot leave comments for each post.. dunno why.. i think muz find the html to allow comments for each post.. sian.. i dun even know how to put a midi lo.. so many things i still need to find out.. i think i still prefer to make my own blogs.. den i can place all the things dat i wan at exactly where i like them to be. but i dun haf so much time anymore =

*yawnz* so sleepy... hope i'll be able to make it thru the tuition later.. hopefully tonite issac will be quieter... ... fat hope.