went for photoshop cs2 workshop today.. learnt a great deal.. but my brain works like a drainage system. infomation juz flows into one side and out from the other side.. all forgotten! gosh.. and i was still feeling so proud of myself when i created a 3D golfball from scratch during the lesson. realli needs some practise..
anyway, today as usual i'm feeling pessimistic abt my career prospects again. i am like a lost blur mouse. i dunno wad to do or where to go. not even "
i dun like jobs dat are too boring. dun like those which need a lot of talking to strangers. dun like to be too stressed by work. dun like to do repititive admin work. everything oso dun like. den still wan pay to be higher, benefits good, increment good, bonus oso good, boss good, colleagues good.
sigh. Where is my Cheese?
p.S.: my tamagotchi has grown into a tooth. yea realli. a tooth o.O
We can work things out.
havent post in a while..
i wanna live happily everyday.. not juz on public holidays and v days and anniversaries and bdays and ... ... etc etc. but is it possible?
i hate working... it's tiring.. and stressful.. for every single thing u do, u haf to be prepared to do extra, and take blame if smthg goes wrong. it's like stepping on glass everyday. and for such little pay, u are expected to do soo much things! did i use to complain dat my job is too boring? well it is still boring now.. with more boring things to do! everyday i haf to put on a plastic smile for the doctors. it's living hell.
den today the new colleague asked me whether i chose to work in a hospital so as to find a doctor boyfren. i almost choked on spit. doctor boyfren?! if u asked me dat a couple of years ago, i would say dat a doctor is veri smart, and rich, and has endless career prospects. who wouldn't love a doctor boyfren? but now..................... u girls out there! dun marry a doctor!! u will regret!!! they are the worst creatures on earth...
kk.. i know there are nice ones. cute and friendly ones.. but still, the workload of a doctor is super heavy. and stressful. who knows, he might turn pyschotic and mental?! den u can sue him for wife abuse aleadi! isn't it scary?
so take my word for it. dun marry a doctor.
now i'm mental. bleah..
We can work things out.
however, the older couple next to us spoilt the mood a bit. the uncle scolded the waiter for not clearing his plates fast enough. even say "where u from? sri lanka? speak english well rite? why i keep waving hand u nv see. too tall cannot see me is it?" he is crazy! muz be menopause. the place is all so dark! how to see properly whether u haf finish eating anot?! plus so many ppl there. y muz scold so loudly? let the poor guy haf a break la.. crazy old man.
but it was still a nice dinner.. =)
Happy Birthday to You~!!!!
=D
he brought me to The Jewel Box for sky dinner on a cable car ride which lasted for 1 and 1/2 hours..! it was sooo beautiful...
it was a wonderful surprise... will always keep the precious memories in my heart!!
i enjoyed myself so much even tho it was his bday.. =p hehehe... hope he likes my present for him =)
i love you~!
back to earth. muz start gg gym and saving $$ liao. T_T
We can work things out.
okok.. enuff attempts at PS.. here's one photo dat u all can see clearly. (cuz i nv touch it hahaha)
super cute rite? I have named it Yaya... haha.. no reference to COSY ok? i juz dunno wad to name it. haha.. my other tama is called QQ. wanted to call this YY, but will be so lame. so i put Yaya. but seems not any better hor.. =p
We can work things out.
feeling so damn stressed. hope the idiots at work will make up their minds sooner n quit making me do extra unnecessary work!!!! @$#^%@&^$*@#%^$@
HRUMMPH!
anyway, other den the shit at work, i'm fine.. well still feel feverish once in a while, but it often passed on after a day. still thinking whether i shd take leave next week... cuz i realli do need some rest.. feel sooo exhausted everyday after work.. dun even haf energy to do anything.. sigh.
BUT! cm bot me a real tama..!! newest version! ver. 4.. can do lots of things online too. many new games n all.. realli do love it. =) soooo happy~~
yea well my photoshop skills are as lousy as ever. mabe after the course i'll learn how to use it more effectively~ hehehe.. for now.. i'm still fascinated wif my new toy~! wish i can show everybody. hehe..
We can work things out.
damn......... falling sick... but so irritating.. i've been falling sick for days but juz NV get sick! y? juz let me be sick once n for all!!! or dun feel sick at all la... haiz.. dun care.. wed gg to take mc liao.. wadever...!!
!^$#@%^$#&^~!&@%!$#
We can work things out.
XD
yeay today's a great day too =) i'm so touched cuz he bot me the tamagotchi-alike-pet from online, with touch screen! so cute.. even tho it's not the real tama, it is still veri veri cute =] daisuki desu~!!
after dat, me, him n his bro cooked lunch.. so tiring.. altho i nv cook (as usual) but was tired from waiting to eat. haha! but i got help to wash too k =p den we washed and polished his car! yes we did it~ now his car looks so much better =p but i think will get muscles aches tml.. =( polishing realli difficult leh.. haha..
and den, went shopping.. i bot a top n a pair of low heels~ i know.. i haf too many pairs.. but i still cant find one pair dat i can wear to work and yet wun get blisters. so.. yep keep on finding lo.. haha..
you brighten up my dull and boring life.. =D
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so more presents pls~ ^__^
We can work things out.
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