so fast.. it's been a week.. so far.. it has been quite intimidating. cuz the workload is heavy... work scope is damn wide.. and it's too lonely a job. yea.. dun realli haf time to talk.. but i cant live w/o talking! last time at TI, i crap n joke everyday dat i was taking it for granted.. now i realli miss those laughter. altho i cant choose a career juz bcuz i can laugh rite...

but so far things are not dat bad.. they are not realli expecting me to know everything, they juz expect me to learn as much as i can.. my brain is overflowing... wif infomation.. urgh.. haha..

realli hope things will look better soon =)




finalli... i haf started work... this morning woke up early.. went to induction course at MND at tanjong pagar.. den after dat, went to the sch in the afternoon.. and the nitemare started..

well the working hours were not as long as i tot it would be.. but the job scopes were certainly much larger den wad i had expected.. there were so much for me to learn.. i understand dat it would take more den a day to understand the whole work, but so far listening to the person teaching me.. it sounded like it's juz the tip of an iceberg... well i juz hope i can cope better as i go along.. no more eat-as-slow-as-i-wan lunch breaks liao... here everyone onli haf half an hour of lunch break.. sobs.

my new job is at evergreen pri sch.. as an admin manager.. it sounds like a big thing.. managerial role leh.. but it's not lidat at all.. an AM does a lot of random paperwork too.. and haf to check thru almost everything abt the sch... from ordering mineral water to payment of repairing aircon.. i'm supposed to maintain confidentiality of sch's infomation.. dunno whether dat counts as leaking info? =p

anyway.. i am feeling veri veri stressed.. as i dun understand anything at all.. the current AM is leaving in abt 2 weeks... after dat, i will be all alone again.. T_T i feel like crying!!! keep thinking i cant do it!! cant!!!

but... i haf to stop whining n get on wif it... learn as much as i can within these 2 weeks.. and try to cope by myself.. it's a good chance.. after understanding the whole job, if i like it, den i can stay for good, which is a veri stable job.. n it's veri good experience wif learning how to haf ppl working under u, building ur leadership qualities (can bluff in resumes...)!

k i'm sounding quite crazy.. suddenly say stress but suddenly crap a lot.. haiz... shall stop writing for now!!!




ytd went to suntec to meet up wif the girls for xx's bday. i was veri happy cuz 1stly, i met up wif my frens finally after such a looong time~ and 2ndly, when me n cm went to see the shop in suntec with lots of machines to catch toys (called UFO catchers?).. den i said "shall we try our luck?" cm at 1st said sure cannot get de.. but when i saw this machine wif lots of cute mushrooms, i wanted to try so much~!! haha.. so we tried and guess wad? we got the toy on our 1st try!!! onli $1~~ whee~ =p it's sooo cute... n it was fri the 13th somemore.. so think it was realli lucky. but xx say... lucky for me but unlucky for the mushroom... stupid xx... haha..

and 3rdly, i finalli bot the wallet dat i was considering n hesitating abt... cuz it's veri ex!! at least to me it's ex la.. veri bu she de.. but i like it a lot... so after thinking for abt 1 month.. i finalli bot it.. hehe.. dun u think orange is a veri cheerful colour?? =)
still quite fan abt some stuff.. but hopefully everything will turn out fine~!




a song dat i used to like a lot last time.. by kelly chen huiling! not the missy yurb hahaha.. oh missy yurb i juz took the code for the media player off ur website.. hope u dun mind =p

一切很美 只因有你 (國語版)

作曲: 雷頌德 填詞: 李姚
編曲: 雷頌德 主唱: 陳慧琳

夜色這麼黑 星光也沈睡 沒有你在身邊花開得不美 一心只想有你陪
[不管風雨天 都在我身邊 擁有你的感覺誰都不能體會 期待著每個明天]

未來的路有你陪在我左右 縱然黑暗中也不退縮
人問我你是誰 你是誰 我總回說 心中找到的線索

滿天星光點點 多像你的雙眼 所有所有感覺變得如此的甜美
一切因你而起 一切很美只因有你
What a Wonderful Life
有你在我身邊 陪我一千個春天 所有所有感覺變的如此的真切
世界因你而起 一切很美只因有你

this song is exactly how i feel rite now.. happy..cheerful..n very contented with wad i haf.. even tho my career seems to be rocky rite now, i haf someone walking along wif me.. n dats most impt isnt it?

by the way, i dunno why but i cant change the colour of my fonts anymore! is this happening to other ppl?

my short break is coming to an end soon.. i'm left with one more week of rest.. a but reluctant to go back to work.. but no work = no $$$ so cannot.. muz work! i will try my best and hope everything will turn out ok.. not hoping it to be too terrific or wad, but at least let it be a beneficial experience. rite now, i juz try to enjoy everyday of my break, n try to lock in my memory the feeling of being so relaxed.. think i will need to refresh this memory while i'm working =)




last week was the best week of my short break.... it was relaxing, mind-calming, enjoyable, happy, romantic and carefree.. i felt so happy! we went to sentosa's siloso beach resort.. the sea view was beautiful.. and the weather was good! i felt like my worries were being blown away by the soothing wind and the warm water. soo nice! i love dat place~!

and then, on thurs, went to double o wif huiling n ppl.. so embarassing.. i had stomach upset dat day, so aleadi not feeling well.. didnt haf much of my dinner too. but i still wanted to go.. after a few drinks, i started to feel giddy and started puking!!! T_T huiling's last impression of me b4 leaving for auzzie for a year is me drunk and puking... arggh~! =p

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juz wanted to say... i dunno why guys think dat all girls go for guys wif cars and $$ and handsome face etc etc.. it is juz a stereotype. it's just the same when girls say that guys' cok take over their brains when they see boobs, so shallow, onli like girls wif pretty faces, wad happen to good personalities and qualities??!!?

i believe when u say all girls like handsome guys, preferably wif cars, it's the same as saying all guys like to watch porn, preferably totally uncensored. but in the end, do girls onli marry guys wif cars? even if the guy acts like a total jerk? and do all guys marry porn stars with huge boobs and perky butts? all of us know that the answer is No!

so pls, guys who cant get their girls, stop blaming us for being materialistic, or blaming urself for not having a car. and girls who cant find their love yet, be patient. not all guys are jerks (it's hard to believe but it's true).

and to those who think dat i like my bf cuz of his car, i personalli take dat as an insult. u dunno us at all. u dunno nothing abt us. how can u say dat?