work's realli boring these days.. altho my colleagues r fun..cant help but keep looking out for jobs.. die le.. soon lots of graduates r coming out.. den it will be harder to find jobs le.. if till june i still cant find.. den i think i'll stay till sep.. den MABE in sep i'll decide to stay on.. for the bonus in dec.. gosh.. dec.. its so far awayy.. when will i ever leave this place..

but, i'm gg to batam harris for a spa retreat in end of may! i cant wait! after much rescheduling, and emailing and calling to batam (his house phone, not mine hahaha) we finalli got things settled.. yeay~ it was so hard to book.. all fully booked aleadi! crazy.. all sgporeans go there for june hols issit.. think go there everyone will speak singlish. haha..




got this from my sis's blog... her fren's cousin is now injured from a hit-n-run.. pls help spread the msg ard n look for the witness.. let's do wad we can to help them ok? =) n pray for him..

http://houseofjoel.blogspot.com




weekend's over.. back to dull boring working days.. but my weekend was fun!!

on fri nite, met up wif my ai gang for dinner for hj's bday.. after dat, 5 of us went on to haf a drink at clarke quay. we went to The Clinic! it was cool.. haha.. we had shots, literally in shots as we drank it from clinical syringes.. and den we ordered another drink, which looked like a packet of blood hanging off the metal stand.. haha.. we were crazy abt it, taking photos n screaming.. after those 2 sweeter drinks and some more (due to my own bf sabotaging me in the game "5, 10, 15.."), i was quite tipsy. hehe..

and ytd, i went for the sensual dance class wif val at chinatown! it was cool.. it was juz stretching and swinging of our butts around. the hardest part was to lie across the chair wif head on the floor. my head of so bursting wif blood and yet haf to act sexy and elegant. hahaha.. and for dat i got a bruise on my foot.. cuz hook too tightly to the chair le..

but it was realli fun! cant wait for next lesson! =)




oh man, girls u all shd take a look at this...

http://www2.oprah.com/health/beauty/beauty_200604_lies_101.jhtml

Oprah.com says dat a research found dat the UV exposure is not as damaging to our skin as we all thot! return me my $$$ paid for the daily sunscreen! and choc doesnt cause pimples (yeay~) but sushi causes outbreaks cuz of high iodine content! but i love sushi....!?

sobs..sobs.. so many things proven wrong.. sigh. but this is an interesting website.. hehe.. for the ladies la.. =p


on a side note, did i tell u dat on the morning when i wore my new dress to work, feeling so pretty n happy abt my new outfit, i saw a girl wearing exactly the same dress, but it was yellow colour.. argh~~!! after i manage to convince myself dat all girls shd look nice n pretty, so i shd be happy for her looking so pretty in dat dress, i saw 2 days later.... another girl wearing the same but orange dress..... oh my goodness, graciousness, good grief, anything word u can think of... T_T why lidat?! so sianz...

NVM, i still think the dress is nice. dats y so many ppl buy ma, hor?
althou if i knew i wouldn't haf bot... T_T










today me n zy tried explaining wad is love to xm.. it was so hard to explain...

"u know u love dat guy when u get jealous n possessive.."
"when u dun see him dat day, will u feel a little sad?"
"u will feel dat u r the luckiest person when u think abt the efforts he put in for u.."
"it's when u can see a future with him.."
"passion.. a strong feeling.."
"love, and then commitment. both comes together."
"u will want to rely on him, depend on him."
"never settle for 2nd best."
"liking someone is not the same as loving someone.."


... .. ...

we went on n on n on.. but it was still so hard.. anyway, you will know it when it comes.




i had sooo much fun today~!!

mich asked us out for her bday celeb.. she specifically said it was gg to be FUN.. so i tot mabe we would go to some bar or club and drink n dance? but the timing was 4.45pm! which is realli realli weird. cuz where got bar open so early?

in the end, she brought us to XenBar at chinatown.. for BELLY DANCING CLASS! we had so much fun! altho most of us weren't dressed properly, (cuz she kept it a secret..), we still happily took one of the sash belt with tinkering bells and tied it to our waist~! and for the next 30min, all of us were shaking and shaking our bodies like nobody's business. even tho aiwen had this tortured look on her face, i could tell she was enjoying herself too. rite, girl? hehehe..

after dat cool and realli fun class, we went to Riverwalk Tanjoori, an indian buffet restaurant at clarke quay. it was realli nice!! esp the nan bread (or nun? i cant spell it.. haha) and the chilly fish~! i wondered if it meant chilli-y or chill-y.. haha..

after dat, a few of us went to the Centre (new shopping mall) to look-look-see-see... and we see-see this cake shop! which was giving free cakes for sample trying, and free champagne~! even tho we were all sooo full, we couldnt help it! it was tooo nice.. mmmm.. hehe..

after dat, we went shopping.. in not more than 90mins, i had bot a pair of shoes and a dress, while val bot two pairs and a cute top~! hehe.. it was worth it. =p

i had so much fun today. i was realli happy~! think i will find out more abt the classes n join one of them.. =)




i'm so tired.. i think i'm pms-img again...

work's as boring as usual.. somehow i cant feel myself making effort in anything else dat i do.. it's l ike the job has been eating my brain n my strength away.. i've become short-tempered.. demanding... pessimistic.. sigh.. altho i do try to perk myself up!!

but i haf to admit dat i'm still unhappy!!! like the poem about the man in the glass, my reflection tells me dat she's not happy every morning i brush my teeth.. urgh....