i'm typing from my office rite now.. no one's here.. they've gone for lunch.. n as usual.. i haf nothing to do.. LF says my job's great. i get a full time's pay n benefits for a job dat is like temp. well.. kinda agree wif her.. but still feel so much like changing jobs.. sigh..

lately i've been quite mean and unreasonable, esp to him.. and den as i was clearing my mail box, i read an old email and i felt even more guilty. i dunno wads wrong wif me. lately my mood is juz so bad.. i get upset at every little thing. is my work making me irritable? impatient? unhappy n unsatisfied? not sure, but dun think so.. cuz sometimes, i juz get like dat.. happened b4 too.. sigh.. i wan a break.. i need a break! sigh. hope his exams can end sooner. den at least wun be so sian le.. can go out...




went out wif hilda and liza ytd afternoon to orchard.. after dat, met up wif val last min for dinner at Billy Bomber. we had great fun and i realli enjoyed myself!! haha..

act cute shot 1:
we tried this dress at Hereens's 77th Street. It looks pretty cool n retro, but made us look like a pair of pregnant women who shop for milk bottles n nappies. so its a cute-but-no-no dress. haha. anyway, had a lot of fun posing in them. haha.. think can make this into a postcard! LOL

act cute shot 2:

haha i asked her to pose for me cuz i like the pictures hanging on the wall, but too paiseh to juz take them.. haha.. and so val had to act cute for me. hahaha.. i didnt tell her to do dat..! hahaha...

and here comes my fish n chips.. goodness it's so big it can feed 2 of me!!! >_<>

act cute shot 3:

well there's more, but dunno if she allows me to post it here,. hahaha.. k now for sleep. nitez everyone~!

These are the reasons why sometimes i wish to go into secluded living, preferably with as little human beings as possible:

1. On a crowded train to work at 8.30am, one of the passengers released a silent fart.. and someone gave a tortured cough. i merely muffled my groan.

2. In the handicap toilet at office, i found a few drops of urine on the lid of the toilet seat. i think it muz be a male n i'm sure u know y. and no, we do not have handicapped ppl in our office >_< pls stop flicking!!!

3a. In the female toilet, i found shoe prints on the toilet seat. i juz cannot understand why would anyone wan to risk splitting up their middle part by squatting on such slippery material!!! if u r afraid of touching the seat, den pls juz bend over w/o sitting on it! dun squat!!!

3b. The toilets were often stuck and choked by paper. There are aleadi signs placed all over the toilet. One on the inside of the door, saying :"Please refer to the diagram for proper usage of the toilet (a person sitting on toilet bowl). Please do not squat on it." and another one near the basins: "Please throw paper towels into this bin and not into the toilets. The paper is too thick and this is the main cause of blockages." and this is the most kua zhang one, above the flush button: "Please hold on to this button while flushing."

did i tell u tt i am working at NUS? The top 20 uni in the world?

4. On a crowded train back from work, a realli fat and sloppy looking young male adult boarded the train. He took out a magazine and a manga girl was on the cover page, with large protruding breasts that would look ridiculous on a normal person, even Barbie. Well, none of my business. as a matter of fact, i read a lot of manga and such girls are common in the stories.
as i was busy in my thoughts, a pungent wave hit my nose. his mouth was still wide open, evidence of a big wide unrestrained yawn. suddenly, the idea of a fat guy holding up a picture of a girl with large boobs sounds demeaning and disgusting beyong imagination. brush ur teeth and mabe u'll get a girl in reality!

u get my pt? =(




the 101th post

this is the 101th post of mine for this blog.. so memorable. haha lame.. haiz.. i juz did smthg realli dumb today. went to funan to get smthg and i saw this shop selling DIY CPUs. looked veri cheap and sounds veri good. so.. yes i went to buy one. no it wasnt a rush decision cuz i've been thinking abt it a long time. the onli thing dat stopped me was the price. we went to Funan for 2 days in a row and when i saw how low they could sell, i was so tempted.and now, the sound card got prob... the speakers got prob..so many probs!! have to go back and get them to check again. STUPID. altho i shd be veri glad dat most things are taken care of by him. it's more of a DIH than DIY. Do-It-Himself. =p

SIGH

anyway.. so troubled abt other things too.. haiz.. i wan a higher paying job. but i dunno wad job i am interested in. i am not unhappy wif my current one, but it doesnt make me happy at all. it feels like i'm useless, doing unimpt stuff when i can do more useful things elsewhere. haiz. realli dunno wad to do, wad i wan.

saw this on ml's blog: if you dunno where to go, then it doesnt matter where u r going.

it's not true for me at all. the feeling of not knowing wad i wan is so terrible. i cant live like this. where i am gg does matter cuz even if i dunno wad i wan, i do know if i am happy or unhappy wif my current situation. mabe if u dunno wad u wan, den start from knowing wad u dun wan instead. it is hard.. i feel lost sometimes.. but lets all jiayou~! one day we will know wad we wan.. rite now i juz wan the stupid cpu to work right. grrr...




veri bored resting at home while being sick at the same time.. so here i am, showing u all random photos.. dunno y.. this morning i woke up feeling alright. but the moment i stepped out, i felt all warm and feverish again. irritating. =( but it's my own fault too.. i ate the spicy seaweed thingy when i juz woke up.. and in the afternoon.. i ate choc.. he bot meiji dark chocolate for me! how can i resist... sobs.

on wed, i took half day and went for dim sum buffet at dragongate restaurant! it was yummy-licious~!! we realli ate a lot..

the food...

xiang enjoying her food with slight guilt abt her waistline =p

you guys HAVE to eat this if u ever go there~! it's the ma3 ti2 su1, water chestnut pastry. it's crispy on the outside, but reeealli soft on the inside!! and it's not very sweet, juz enuff sweetness, and warm enough to make u feel real comfortable. mmmmmhh...... *drooling*

last photo for the food binge trip:

shiya.. sorry for not asking u along too. but it was a real last minute decision, and xiang happened to be in NUS too. so sorry~! u jiayou on ur exams. den after dat we go shopping ok? u know we luv ya =)

random photo: coolest babes on earth

no i am not kidding! she is the coolest babe on earth, and i'm no.2 =D went bday shopping wif val for aiwen's bday, and bot cleo magazine at the Hereens cuz they said we could get a lot of discounts if we buy. plus there'll be free movie tix. well the movie was Material girls. soo i get to meet up with baby val again after 2 weeks!! ^_^ actualli i had one more free tix, but aiwen couldnt join in.. sigh. anyway, the movie is a real Teens movie.. we felt damn old the whole time we were inside. the whole cinema was filled with young girls, giggling away. we couldnt giggle at all! in fact, we were skeptical, cynical and critical abt the show the whole time. yes it was dat bad. guess we are juz overaged.. still remember the good old days where we stared, uh i mean juz glancing hehehe, at the field in sch, watching guys play soccer.. yep dats val n me. i wanna be a teenager again~!! dat nite we toked a lot abt work problems.. sigh. realli hope things will turn well for her, and me too.. >_<

lastly, shd i buy this top? i realli like it, but it costs ard $40 i think... shd i buy...

oh yes, u can finally see my purple cammie dat i've been ranting abt so much these days. XD




it's sat morning!! 8.30am! wad am i doing... blogging so early in the morning.. haha.. ytd felt feverish.. so i went to bed early at 10.30pm.. in the end i woke up super early ard 6am even tho its a sat.. T_T andi juz couldnt go back to my dreams after dat.. anyway.. i've got more photos to upload.. hehe..

and hey! behold! its lunch time~! my lunch time is flexible.. as long as there's no patients and i'm hungry, i can go eat. yep. and i get to eat wif cm almost everyday if he's in sch too. which is great, cuz we can go outside sch for nicer food. and after lunch, if there's time, we can go walk walk. like that time, we went to this place call bukit chandu. some kind of nature reserve cum war memorial thingy..

or we can go for desserts! yummy.. doesnt this black sesame look so delicious~? even tho i was full to the point of explosion, i still managed a bowl of it. hehe. getting fat? worry abt dat later..

and onli half the day has passed.. dun they always say time passes slowly when u r dreadfully working? well, *sighs* isnt dat so true?

okay, now who wans my job?

wheee~~! took lots of photos wif my sis's macbook webcam~! now i know wad shiya means by cam-whoring. its like taking neoprints with infinity shots! whoo whee~~! at 1st i juz wanna take a shot with the cutesy piglet speaker i bot from mini toons. Yes it has a pair of speakers in its 2 round feet! super cute!! haha..

and so we took..

and we took...

and we took... ok juz me la. but its fun! haha

and xiang couldnt tahan anymore: ARGH~~ I'M HUNGRY!!

me: nooooo~~!!

and i continue to play wif her com, ignoring her cries of "gimme back my mac!"

"shh... silence is gold.."

the dreamy like effect!

"when will my prince charming be here..?"

"my shasha bear! oh i love smart guys (and bears)!" ....wadever

last of my cam whoring.. tata till next time!