ytd got back my test results for microb... it was veri bad... =( so bad dat i dun felt like gg for CO at all.. was actualli quite looking forward to gg for CO cuz so long nv go le.. but the test results totally spoilt my mood.. was controlling my mood la, buden hj said smthg like "mabe we nv work hard enuff, dats y nv do well..." and i realli felt like crying le.. cuz from the term break till now my sch life had been crazy!!?! i did tried my best aleadi to finish everything on time... but the work juz keeps piling on and i cant help it wad.. so tired aleadi.. dats y felt so sad dat mabe she's rite.. i nv work hard enuff.. even tho i felt so tired, mabe i'm juz not doing enuff.. but where is the limit for enuff?! from past experience, it's always nv enuff no matter how much i do.. so started to stuff myself wif food.. ate a claypot pig's trotters, strawberry yoghurt, and Gelare ice cream single scoop double flavours b4 i felt better. and a lot fatter too but who cares. >_< was realli full after the claypot but it din make me feel better at all. so disappointing pot of pig's trotters. =( anyway, the conclusion is chocolate is always good for improving ur mood. =]


haiz.. like wad hj (and jerry too. a bit sorri dat i showed a sour face when he was toking to me at the canteen) said.. i can onli work harder and try to do better next time! cannot give up so fast...!! we muz buck up! so after tml, i'll stop gg to movies or ktv or shopping le. onli study study study... hope i can do it... =p