saw a few old frens from sec sch recently.. rekindles the memories of my ai days. and i think i changed a lot.. mentally only ba. my appearance remains more or less the same, mabe put on a bit of weight tho =p


i used to be so innocent and optimistic. i dun understand much of wads happening around me.. either i dun really bother to find out, or the things around me dun really bother/intrigue me much. but in a way, it made things a lot more fun, and life was much easier. now, i pay attention to more things, and this increases the amount of worries on my mind too.


also, it was so much easier to playy and have fun in the past. now, everything seems boring and not interesting for me to put effort in doing.. am i juz gg thru another phase in life? i need smthg interesting and.. exciting enuff. last time, it used to be doing cosplay. well, it isnt veri exciting after a few years, but it was still enjoyable and i looked forward to dat one day of role-playing. now everything is juz so different. its like u feel u've done most of the things dat u can do, and u feel bored.


mabe once i get a job, it'll be the next challenge i enjoy tackling =S i sure hope so..