ytd was realli realli down... felt soooo upset n afraid n sad abt myself. felt like such a loser cuz my job seems useless..

today when i reached there, was feeling as stressed and sad.. cuz all the patients' forms and data were all over the place.. couldn't even find some of them.. had spent a whole day sorting out... after i finalli finished the harder part of the sorting, the rest was easier.. n i felt much better too.. now i haf a better idea of wad i'm handling... tml.. i'll be gg to NUH... ALONE!! T_T no one's ever showed me how to do it b4 lo... juz throw me there n tell me to do my stuff.. haiz i think this week will be horrible.. i definitely will make tons of mistakes.. hopefully none too disasterious..

the colleagues r nice too. definitely nicer den cdc =p sorri.. but they r realli nicer! huiboon teaches stuff dat i dunno yet.. sophia chats wif me.. n there's this guy who helped me shift the cupboard for the files as i was too short n had to climb chairs.. unlike in cdc -_- they juz watch me as i tiredly lugged the boxes n boxes of files.. such meanie.. my boss is nice too. altho i dun speak to him a lot.. mabe more in the future as i get more involved in this job ba..

rite now.. i'm juz looking forward to the WEEKEND~!!!! cant believe its onli tuesday. i felt like i've been working for a week aleadi! onli tuesday n aleadi so much on my hands.. n bcuz there was a huge time gap between the the previous staff n me.. she quit for a long time aleadi but i onli entered this month.. haiz..

anyway i'm gg to sleep le... tata for now..