the 101th post

this is the 101th post of mine for this blog.. so memorable. haha lame.. haiz.. i juz did smthg realli dumb today. went to funan to get smthg and i saw this shop selling DIY CPUs. looked veri cheap and sounds veri good. so.. yes i went to buy one. no it wasnt a rush decision cuz i've been thinking abt it a long time. the onli thing dat stopped me was the price. we went to Funan for 2 days in a row and when i saw how low they could sell, i was so tempted.and now, the sound card got prob... the speakers got prob..so many probs!! have to go back and get them to check again. STUPID. altho i shd be veri glad dat most things are taken care of by him. it's more of a DIH than DIY. Do-It-Himself. =p

SIGH

anyway.. so troubled abt other things too.. haiz.. i wan a higher paying job. but i dunno wad job i am interested in. i am not unhappy wif my current one, but it doesnt make me happy at all. it feels like i'm useless, doing unimpt stuff when i can do more useful things elsewhere. haiz. realli dunno wad to do, wad i wan.

saw this on ml's blog: if you dunno where to go, then it doesnt matter where u r going.

it's not true for me at all. the feeling of not knowing wad i wan is so terrible. i cant live like this. where i am gg does matter cuz even if i dunno wad i wan, i do know if i am happy or unhappy wif my current situation. mabe if u dunno wad u wan, den start from knowing wad u dun wan instead. it is hard.. i feel lost sometimes.. but lets all jiayou~! one day we will know wad we wan.. rite now i juz wan the stupid cpu to work right. grrr...