went to watch the Forbidden City on sat.. it was realli nice.. Kit Chan's voice is powerful. the whole show was very touching, and i think it's bcuz it has sung my exact sentiments, things dat i used to ponder abt, values dat i think are important, relationships and trust.

which lead me to the all-time fav qn. wad is happiness? are you truly happy? i would like to meet juz one person who is truly happy. does having a nicer handphone den others make u happy? or mabe ur girlfren is pretty? mabe you are realli clever and you got into one of those famous university. so are you now truly happy? i've realised dat altho there might be things in our lives dat we do actually feel glad to have, we are not satisfied. when you were jobless, u tot how nice it would be to haf a stable job. when u've found a job, you thot abt how tiring the job is. when you were in sch, failing your a-maths, u envied those who could do their calculations and then you vowed to ace ur a-maths too, juz to show dat u can oso do it. but when u got into a JC, you started complaining abt how JC was not meant for u and regretting entering it. when u were single, u wanted to haf a bf/gf like ur frens. but when u found someone u start wondering if this person is really meant for u. (i even heard some guys said they r trapped in a r/s, cannot get out of it cuz it' s aleadi been so long.)

ppl say, 知足常乐. but if it is so simple, where are ppl nv satisfied? mabe its bcuz they r simply not happy. dats why they are still searching?mabe we are headed in the wrong direction, but how do we know dat?

how to know dat...?