finalli... i haf started work... this morning woke up early.. went to induction course at MND at tanjong pagar.. den after dat, went to the sch in the afternoon.. and the nitemare started..

well the working hours were not as long as i tot it would be.. but the job scopes were certainly much larger den wad i had expected.. there were so much for me to learn.. i understand dat it would take more den a day to understand the whole work, but so far listening to the person teaching me.. it sounded like it's juz the tip of an iceberg... well i juz hope i can cope better as i go along.. no more eat-as-slow-as-i-wan lunch breaks liao... here everyone onli haf half an hour of lunch break.. sobs.

my new job is at evergreen pri sch.. as an admin manager.. it sounds like a big thing.. managerial role leh.. but it's not lidat at all.. an AM does a lot of random paperwork too.. and haf to check thru almost everything abt the sch... from ordering mineral water to payment of repairing aircon.. i'm supposed to maintain confidentiality of sch's infomation.. dunno whether dat counts as leaking info? =p

anyway.. i am feeling veri veri stressed.. as i dun understand anything at all.. the current AM is leaving in abt 2 weeks... after dat, i will be all alone again.. T_T i feel like crying!!! keep thinking i cant do it!! cant!!!

but... i haf to stop whining n get on wif it... learn as much as i can within these 2 weeks.. and try to cope by myself.. it's a good chance.. after understanding the whole job, if i like it, den i can stay for good, which is a veri stable job.. n it's veri good experience wif learning how to haf ppl working under u, building ur leadership qualities (can bluff in resumes...)!

k i'm sounding quite crazy.. suddenly say stress but suddenly crap a lot.. haiz... shall stop writing for now!!!