lately havent been blogging.. cuz dun realli know wad to blog abt... had been having bad mood swings..

time keeps on moving forward.. even when smthg terrible happened, and you thought the world would (or should) stop functioning for the moment, the clock still ticks, second by second.. you will be left alone, living in the misery of the past, if you dun learn how to move on with time..

ytd nite was our sch's teachers' day dinner.. as i was in my colleague's car, they were discussing problems that added to my stack of pressure already present. at the same time, i saw a rainbow appearing in the sky, like a wooden raft in the seas..
however, i was the onli one in the car to see it.. it made me feel priviledged, yet quite lonely.. suddenly it seems to be metaphoric of my current life.. i am alone in a strange world, filled with strangers, talking about things that i do not know. i feel lost and lonely..
but there's a rainbow, visible only to me, existing only in my world... i am holding on to it so tight, that i'm so afraid of it disappearing someday.. pls remove me from this world.. i wanna be happy..

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okok enuff emo posts.. rite now, i am so beat dat i can sleep for 24hrs.. haha.. u cant haf all in life.. juz give and take.. i need to learn stress management, and how to control my emotions.. hope dat i can do it!! =)