i'm typing from my office rite now.. no one's here.. they've gone for lunch.. n as usual.. i haf nothing to do.. LF says my job's great. i get a full time's pay n benefits for a job dat is like temp. well.. kinda agree wif her.. but still feel so much like changing jobs.. sigh..

lately i've been quite mean and unreasonable, esp to him.. and den as i was clearing my mail box, i read an old email and i felt even more guilty. i dunno wads wrong wif me. lately my mood is juz so bad.. i get upset at every little thing. is my work making me irritable? impatient? unhappy n unsatisfied? not sure, but dun think so.. cuz sometimes, i juz get like dat.. happened b4 too.. sigh.. i wan a break.. i need a break! sigh. hope his exams can end sooner. den at least wun be so sian le.. can go out...